Moaning soul

I think today is the day.
I will finish reading the last book of the Vampire Chronicles.
I don't want to finish it ... Oh, it's a terrible thought to read never again sth. from dear Lestat!
I will surly cry at the last page.

Drew a new picture yesterday, while listening to HIM a lot.
"I'd kill to share your pain, and sell my soul for you just to say I dream what you're dreaming and feel what you're feeling."
Can't tell how deep that touched.

Honestly, I should be happy for such a life I live, but ...
Well. I AM happy. But there's a longing in my heart - and writing that down feels so good - it's like there's an ideal and I want that to become real.

I wish I could touch.

I wish I could do it as Lestat does.

See you soon,
Karura