Now I know what he meant by telling me this ...
But it's all we have. All I have. And all that will remain.
It was hard for thee wasn't it? It was for me, too.
I wish it could have been different, trust me.
Now I've got to let it go ...
Good bye. Subarashii.
Montag, 26. Oktober 2009
Freitag, 2. Oktober 2009
Montag, 31. August 2009
~Seeking for ever and ever~
“Thou art falling.”
I wish I could cover your pale body with roses and kiss your soul.
The answer is art.
I wish I could cover your pale body with roses and kiss your soul.
The answer is art.
Freitag, 24. Juli 2009
Moaning soul
I think today is the day.
I will finish reading the last book of the Vampire Chronicles.
I don't want to finish it ... Oh, it's a terrible thought to read never again sth. from dear Lestat!
I will surly cry at the last page.
Drew a new picture yesterday, while listening to HIM a lot.
"I'd kill to share your pain, and sell my soul for you just to say I dream what you're dreaming and feel what you're feeling."
Can't tell how deep that touched.
Honestly, I should be happy for such a life I live, but ...
Well. I AM happy. But there's a longing in my heart - and writing that down feels so good - it's like there's an ideal and I want that to become real.
I wish I could touch.
I wish I could do it as Lestat does.
See you soon,
Karura
I will finish reading the last book of the Vampire Chronicles.
I don't want to finish it ... Oh, it's a terrible thought to read never again sth. from dear Lestat!
I will surly cry at the last page.
Drew a new picture yesterday, while listening to HIM a lot.
"I'd kill to share your pain, and sell my soul for you just to say I dream what you're dreaming and feel what you're feeling."
Can't tell how deep that touched.
Honestly, I should be happy for such a life I live, but ...
Well. I AM happy. But there's a longing in my heart - and writing that down feels so good - it's like there's an ideal and I want that to become real.
I wish I could touch.
I wish I could do it as Lestat does.
See you soon,
Karura
Donnerstag, 28. Mai 2009
Beautiful Chaos
Well, somew things happened in my private live, that made me very happy. A new friendship and new ideas.
I want to know this person better and hope I will do so.
"We're all connected.", I belive in that, too. Indeed we're. Isn't that something beautiful? It's like a big, big carpet.
My internet is dying, haha, don't know how long I can stay online. Who cares.
Though I'm waiting, I'm happy. I'm tired so the world looks darker than it does usually but not that dark, today.
But I've got a sorrow, my darling. Hope I can blow her doubts away. Tomorror I'll be by her side. Let's see if it works out allright.
Does ANYONE read this blog? Haha, I don't think so xD But again: Who cares? I do not. It's a nice thing to poste and I'll continue doing that.
Sometimes I wish space would not exist. I could touch to comfort. But space is there so I've to do it another way. I'll do. I'll be there for those I love.
My story for the Ovag competition is finished. I'm not sure the jury will like it. It's - who expacted it to be - very dark. I like it and I got an inspiration from a dear person. (Thank you~ <3)>
Well. I will win, or I will not. I did my best. If I don't I will try again and again untill I will win. Ha!
Should better tidy up my room. Going to do that now.
Maybe time will go by not that slowly than.
I want to know this person better and hope I will do so.
"We're all connected.", I belive in that, too. Indeed we're. Isn't that something beautiful? It's like a big, big carpet.
My internet is dying, haha, don't know how long I can stay online. Who cares.
Though I'm waiting, I'm happy. I'm tired so the world looks darker than it does usually but not that dark, today.
But I've got a sorrow, my darling. Hope I can blow her doubts away. Tomorror I'll be by her side. Let's see if it works out allright.
Does ANYONE read this blog? Haha, I don't think so xD But again: Who cares? I do not. It's a nice thing to poste and I'll continue doing that.
Sometimes I wish space would not exist. I could touch to comfort. But space is there so I've to do it another way. I'll do. I'll be there for those I love.
My story for the Ovag competition is finished. I'm not sure the jury will like it. It's - who expacted it to be - very dark. I like it and I got an inspiration from a dear person. (Thank you~ <3)>
Well. I will win, or I will not. I did my best. If I don't I will try again and again untill I will win. Ha!
Should better tidy up my room. Going to do that now.
Maybe time will go by not that slowly than.
Mittwoch, 18. März 2009
Lamenti
I really do love Lamenti. They're so very beautyful. Expecially I love L'Eracrlito Amoroso from Barbara Strozzi and Lamento della Ninfa!
~Selia~ sung both of them, but L'Eracrlito Amoroso I like more with Philippe Jaroussky's voice.
He sings like an angel. Hearing this song with his voice nearly made me cry.
I can't describe the feeling of sadness that bloomed in my heart while hearing and reading the lyrics.
***
I want to see GPK! He comes to Germany, but it is at a Friday and his show starts at 3p.m. ... I really hope my father will allow me to go.
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~Selia~ sung both of them, but L'Eracrlito Amoroso I like more with Philippe Jaroussky's voice.
He sings like an angel. Hearing this song with his voice nearly made me cry.
I can't describe the feeling of sadness that bloomed in my heart while hearing and reading the lyrics.
***
I want to see GPK! He comes to Germany, but it is at a Friday and his show starts at 3p.m. ... I really hope my father will allow me to go.
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