Beautiful Chaos

Well, somew things happened in my private live, that made me very happy. A new friendship and new ideas.
I want to know this person better and hope I will do so.
"We're all connected.", I belive in that, too. Indeed we're. Isn't that something beautiful? It's like a big, big carpet.

My internet is dying, haha, don't know how long I can stay online. Who cares.
Though I'm waiting, I'm happy. I'm tired so the world looks darker than it does usually but not that dark, today.
But I've got a sorrow, my darling. Hope I can blow her doubts away. Tomorror I'll be by her side. Let's see if it works out allright.

Does ANYONE read this blog? Haha, I don't think so xD But again: Who cares? I do not. It's a nice thing to poste and I'll continue doing that.

Sometimes I wish space would not exist. I could touch to comfort. But space is there so I've to do it another way. I'll do. I'll be there for those I love.

My story for the Ovag competition is finished. I'm not sure the jury will like it. It's - who expacted it to be - very dark. I like it and I got an inspiration from a dear person. (Thank you~ <3)>
Well. I will win, or I will not. I did my best. If I don't I will try again and again untill I will win. Ha!

Should better tidy up my room. Going to do that now.
Maybe time will go by not that slowly than.

Lamenti

I really do love Lamenti. They're so very beautyful. Expecially I love L'Eracrlito Amoroso from Barbara Strozzi and Lamento della Ninfa!
~Selia~ sung both of them, but L'Eracrlito Amoroso I like more with Philippe Jaroussky's voice.
He sings like an angel. Hearing this song with his voice nearly made me cry.
I can't describe the feeling of sadness that bloomed in my heart while hearing and reading the lyrics.

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I want to see GPK! He comes to Germany, but it is at a Friday and his show starts at 3p.m. ... I really hope my father will allow me to go.

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The Picture of Dorian Gray

~The Picture of Dorian Gray~

Amazing book!
I really love it - and Oscar Wilde of course. He's one of my favourite writers. <3

Opening

How you can see, I created my own Blog.
I'll write here like in a diary, my diary or I'll poste some poems or things like that.

I will lead you through my own world of beauty.

Welcome to Opera Deflower!